Buddy

The last few days have been so hard to deal with.  Our dog, Buddy, had to be put to sleep yesterday.  We knew he was showing signs of getting old.  He walked with a limp and was having a hard time going up the stairs, but on Monday he started acting "sick".  He laid in one spot and wasn't eating that well.  Over the next couple of days it was clear that he was dying.  His lymph nodes were swollen and he was no longer able stand, eat or drink.  I prayed that God would let him die at home.  We didn't want to have to make the decision to have him put to sleep.  We couldn't let him suffer.  He has been a part of our family for 13 years. He has loved us unconditionally, he was our protector, and best friend.  We could not let him go on like this. The vet told us that Buddy had an aggressive form of cancer. 

This morning I found myself getting two treats out, like I always do in the morning.  Scooby is confused by his partner in crime being gone.  He keeps going to the spot where Buddy was last laying.  It is so sad.
  

Every morning he would peek his head into the laundry room and would wait and watch me dig into the treat bag for his morning treat.  I am going to miss seeing this adorable face when I go to the treat bag.

Pets are truly a part of the family and we love them as such.  I have had so many kind words posted on my Facebook page and I wanted to share a poem that my friend had posted.  RIP Buddy..We loved you with our whole hearts!  You were the best and we will miss you so much!

The Last Battle

If it should be that I grow frail and weak 

And pain should keep me from my sleep, 

Then will you do what must be done, 

For this -- the last battle -- can't be won. 

You will be sad I understand, 

But don't let grief then stay your hand, 

For on this day, more than the rest, 

Your love and friendship must stand the test. 

We have had so many happy years, 

You wouldn't want me to suffer so. 

When the time comes, please, let me go. 

Take me to where to my needs they'll tend, 

Only, stay with me till the end 

And hold me firm and speak to me 

Until my eyes no longer see. 

I know in time you will agree 

It is a kindness you do to me. 

Although my tail its last has waved, 

From pain and suffering I have been saved. 

Don't grieve that it must be you 

Who has to decide this thing to do; 

We've been so close -- we two -- these years, 

Don't let your heart hold any tears. 

-- Unknown